I Feel You

I feel you
When I think I shouldn’t
On the darkest of nights
And on the brightest of days
When frowns furrow upon my forehead
And when giggles burst forth from my lips
I feel you when I know I shouldn’t
When you’re lying beside me
On top of me
Within me
And all that you are
Makes me forget to remember
Not to feel
So I feel
With unnerving ease
I feel you in places
I didn’t even know you could go
Deep in the depths
In the spaces between the parts
The world calls heart and soul
Each time you leave
I try to shed the weight of you
So I don’t feel your presence
When I’m alone
I try not to reach for you
With words
When I miss you
Because I tried not to miss you
But some things
Just cannot be done